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奈何情深缘浅

于千万人之中遇见你所要遇见的人,于千万年之中,时间的无涯的荒野里,没有早一步,也没有晚一步,刚巧赶上了,没有别的话可说,惟有轻轻地问一声噢,你也在这里?
 
                                          张爱玲《爱》

这么多年过去,不敢提笔写情,一方面是怕亵渎了这份神圣美好的感情,另一面,写出来的心情远远不及真实感受的千分之一,即使风轻云淡的写,怕是有的人也要泪眼汪汪。

如今提笔,是因为我心疼那个人,希望能在以后有限时间的荒芜里,释怀这份没有尽头的伤痛。有的人,如果此生不愿再相互问候,你也可泪眼笑对这份尘封的记忆,值不值得也将会在时间的长河里得到验证。点击查看原图

开始总是令人怦然心动,令人觉得美好向往的,你们的幸福都一样。

不一样的是你执着的心,深沉的爱,以及那么多年你心里的爱恨纠缠。

你为了让他安心学业,牺牲自己的前途,

你以为的为他好,只不过是感动了你自己,而非他想要。

你不知道的是,你的这种付出,给他上的是你一生幸福的枷锁,他要的是爱恋的美妙感觉,要的是朝夕相处的陪伴和鼓励支持。

他的责任感,他的人生规划都还没有建立完好,美好的一切都还没有开始,他不成熟尚且稚嫩的心理,又怎能承受的起爱的责任和束缚,又怎会不让他望而生畏,他想要逃,逃开这沉重的负担,你想要的至少现在他给不起。

他想要陪伴的时候,你给了他隔着千山万水的距离。你想要爱的时候,他走进五彩缤纷的世界,想要看更多的美好风景。

面对无知的未来,你们选择了顺其自然,而非努力去实现你们承诺过的。你们等待对方主动走过来,确定自己在对方心里的位置,而非主动去靠拢融于对方的生活。等你懂了,开始靠近了,他却逃了。

距离封存了你们的情,时间冲淡了你们的感觉。走着走着,都丢了。你的舍不得放不下,在他的无视和冷漠里心灰意冷。

当你勇敢的迈出去,开始新的人生的时候才知,再也无法回头,永远错过了那个人。

你的婚礼上,他努力假装开心的跟人聊天,努力假装不在意的给你们敬酒,却在你转身离去的一刻,坍塌软弱下来。他伏在我肩上,我感受的到他疼痛的心支持不起他的身体,看到他的眼泪在打转,他说男儿有泪不轻弹,不哭,然后倔强的仰着头。

点击查看原图

后来的你们,就在时光隧道里愈合伤口吧。

本以为所有的一切都尘埃落定,曾经的覆水难收,现在各自安好。只是时光蹉跎在静淡的柴米油盐里的时候,同时沉淀下来的却是这份情。

经过岁月的雕饰,这份情越发的璀璨夺目,融于你的血液,骨髓,是支撑你生活下去的信念,记忆的碎片已经拼揍不出完整的爱情,可是,这记忆碎片却能划的你遍体鳞伤。一颗心划开了伤口,便流血不止。

你想要什么呢,善良如你,想要的不过是一个确定的答案和相互的问候。

可他还是他吗?谁又知看过这个世界的他,是否还如你一样保持初心?即使初心在,又是否愿意和你一样转变心镜,珍惜这份情,问候这个人呢?如若如初,便是美好,无论以后生活有多艰辛,都会支撑你走下去,使自己变的更加勇敢坚强,美好。

如若不是,你又该如何自处呢,折磨身心的情,不值得的人又将让你情何以堪。如果非要一个答案,你又做好心里准备了吗?荆刺坎坷的路,都要一个人好好的走。

回忆的微风掠过心湖,泛起阵阵涟漪,爱不是千言万语,也不是朝朝暮暮,爱是每当午夜梦醒时,那份失落和彷徨,皆指向内心放不下的牵挂和思念。


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